Post by justice on Feb 23, 2021 0:43:46 GMT -6
As the scene opens up the night we can see Justice walking into the penthouse she shares with her son and husband just after arriving home. Putting her coat and boots away she quietly walked into the living room where she saw Enforcer laying on the couch and had dozed off a bit. He would have popcorn spilled on him a bit and his bottle of Scotch was on the table in front of him. Shaking her head she quietly went around picking up the living room and put things back where they were. Reaching for the popcorn laying on him she became startled when he reached his hand up grabbing her wrist before realizing it was her then let go sitting up.
Enforcer: How many times have I told you to be careful around me while I am sleeping?
Justice: Seriously? You are really going to question me on that right now?
Enforcer: How many times?
Justice: Too many times.
Enforcer: Did I hurt you?
Justice: No.
Enforcer: Are you sure?
Justice: My wrist is fine.
Enforcer: Good. -looks around- Where is my damn Scotch? Were we robbed while I was sleeping? The only damn thing they took was my Scotch?
Justice: What? Robbed...Anthony stop. I put it back over on the table with your glasses and ice bucket.
Enforcer: Oh. Alright then.
Sitting down next to him Justice would look down to the ground and take a few breaths. Hearing her phone make a notification sound she took it out but Enforcer grabs it and looks at it. He then looks to her handing her phone back to her.
Enforcer: I shouldn't have grabbed your phone from you.
Justice: It's OK babe. You thought it was the little dirt bag who kept trying to message me.
Enforcer: Has he tried to talk to you again?
Justice: He sent me a message on Valentine's Day to tell me he hoped I had a good Valentine's Day even though I wasn't his valentine.
Enforcer: He has been told not to contact you anymore.
Justice: It's OK. I told him thank you and then he told me he would leave me alone from now on because he has been told not to contact me because it bothers me mentally and physically. I mean I don't know who could have said something to him.
Enforcer: Must have been Quentin.
Justice: And what would Quentin have told him all the way from Hawaii?
Enforcer: I'm not Quentin so I wouldn't know!
Justice: That's a good answer babe. But seriously I don't need to go see Dr. Rodgers anymore. He has helped me get over my being scared and my hatred for any person and all people. You know two weeks ago it wasn't me in my head.
Enforcer: You dropped Aaron right in front of Memphis.
Justice: Yeah...yeah I did do that didn't I? -laughs- Did you see the look on her face? It was like “Oh my god my boyfriend”.
Enforcer: That was a pretty hard drop you gave him.
Justice: I was ready to drop her too but she never came at me when the match was over.
Enforcer: I saw it. But you know what I think?
Justice: What's that babe?
Enforcer: I think you should be getting some sleep right about now.
Justice: I mean as long as you don't snore all night then yeah maybe I could.
Enforcer: Oh that's messed up. I don't snore.
Justice: No you just do other things. -winks- I'll go to bed in a few minutes. I have to finish picking your mess up.
Enforcer: Oh that's weird. You are cleaning up my mess?
Justice: Shocking isn't it! Go on. I promise I'll be up in a few minutes. I've got some things I want to do.
She waited until he was out of sight then took her phone out. Turning on her live stream she would stare into the camera on her phone waving as she saw numbers showing up for the people getting on to watch her.
Justice: Hey guys! Thanks for coming to my stream to hang out with me for a bit. I'm sure you are wondering why I am doing a live so late at night which technically it is morning now. As you all know I have been doing some pretty questionable things not to mention saying some pretty questionable things off and on social media lately. You see the reason that I was doing and saying these things is because they were a cry for help. I was being stalked online by an old boyfriend and I didn't know how to handle it. I've lashed out at the fans, my boss, and I am sure that at times I have lashed out at those who I work with in GCWA. I went from facing people like James Raven...who is hella taller than I am...to facing people like Aaron. I mean two weeks ago I dropped Aaron right in front of his precious Memphis. I didn't even bat an eye when I did it. All I could see and feel was this built up anger because I was turning into a shell of myself. I started shutting people out, I wasn't eating properly, and I have not been able to sleep. Having said that I have a question for all of you right now? Do you know what it feels like to be putting out calls for help and no one realizing what they were? Not one person took a moment to reach out to me to see if I was alright. Well I take that back. One person did and he just happens to be my husband. But other than him no one else has. Those cries of help were the reasons that I have been the laughing stock of GCWA.
She would take a deep breath then look back into the camera.
Justice: When I say that I am the laughing stock of GCWA it is not meant literally. Although I am sure that some of them think I shouldn't be there or that I am still only there since my husband Enforcer was. When we showed up together it was to work together as a tag team but what happened? I cost us match after match and then when he went out on his own I have cost him match after match. Do you know what it feels like to let your husband down by costing him a match? He tells you it is fine but deep down you know it's not fine. You know he resents you for costing him that match or any match for that matter. But that's work and we have this rule...never bring work home. Oh and then I began to lose match after match of mine. I began to have doubts about how good I was. I mean between that and my being stalked and harassed online it made me realize that deep down and I mean way deep down no one in GCWA wanted to or wants to face me in matches. They don't think about what others are going through. I mean how hard would it be for one of them to pick up the damn phone and say “You good Just?”. I've talked about how I could end up just walking away from GCWA and end up on someone else's show and then when I went to my therapist two weeks ago I made the statement that perhaps I would just leave GCWA all together if I didn't get what I wanted. But that night I realized that my actions were what was causing my career to go down the drain. I realized that I needed to pull myself back together and deal with this issue once and for all. So I did.
Closes her eyes then opens them before taking another breath.
Justice: Two weeks ago I made the statement that no one would be able to hold me responsible for my actions and that I would quit GCWA. Well...I'm still here! I haven't quit yet and I don't plan on it. You see I can't quit because sooner or later I will get what it is that I want. I want to be golden. I need to be golden. No...I have to be golden! And sooner or later people will realize how serious I am about this now that my issue has been taken care of. So Matt Damon...you can bring Ben Affleck to the ring with you if you want. But I can assure you that your going to be knocked back into Good Will Hunting time. -pauses reading the screen again- Ginger Snap I don't understand you. Type it again! -watches the screen- I'm not facing Matt Damon? Well who am I facing then? -reads what the fans are saying in their comments- Mailer Daemon? If you didn't just hear me I said I am facing Mailer Daemon. Let's be honest here because no one uses the name Mailer Daemon in this business. And it honestly just proves my point exactly when I say they think I'm a joke here in GCWA. I'm the first lady of GCWA and I need to be treated better or used better. But it is what it is and no matter how hard I try I'll always fail because that's what they want me to do. I'm going to need to sleep on this to think about it. But before I go I want to say something to all of you. Listen. Every one of us needs to just take things one day at a time right now. The world and our country has kind of been crazy for the past year. It is our new norm and if we just take things one day at a time then we will all be alright. Be kind to one another.
Waving goodbye she would blow a kiss to her fans that were watching then shut the live stream off. She put her phone back in her pocket then finished cleaning up the little bit of a mess that was made in the living room. She made her way to the master bedroom where the scene faded to black as she walked into the darkness.
Enforcer: How many times have I told you to be careful around me while I am sleeping?
Justice: Seriously? You are really going to question me on that right now?
Enforcer: How many times?
Justice: Too many times.
Enforcer: Did I hurt you?
Justice: No.
Enforcer: Are you sure?
Justice: My wrist is fine.
Enforcer: Good. -looks around- Where is my damn Scotch? Were we robbed while I was sleeping? The only damn thing they took was my Scotch?
Justice: What? Robbed...Anthony stop. I put it back over on the table with your glasses and ice bucket.
Enforcer: Oh. Alright then.
Sitting down next to him Justice would look down to the ground and take a few breaths. Hearing her phone make a notification sound she took it out but Enforcer grabs it and looks at it. He then looks to her handing her phone back to her.
Enforcer: I shouldn't have grabbed your phone from you.
Justice: It's OK babe. You thought it was the little dirt bag who kept trying to message me.
Enforcer: Has he tried to talk to you again?
Justice: He sent me a message on Valentine's Day to tell me he hoped I had a good Valentine's Day even though I wasn't his valentine.
Enforcer: He has been told not to contact you anymore.
Justice: It's OK. I told him thank you and then he told me he would leave me alone from now on because he has been told not to contact me because it bothers me mentally and physically. I mean I don't know who could have said something to him.
Enforcer: Must have been Quentin.
Justice: And what would Quentin have told him all the way from Hawaii?
Enforcer: I'm not Quentin so I wouldn't know!
Justice: That's a good answer babe. But seriously I don't need to go see Dr. Rodgers anymore. He has helped me get over my being scared and my hatred for any person and all people. You know two weeks ago it wasn't me in my head.
Enforcer: You dropped Aaron right in front of Memphis.
Justice: Yeah...yeah I did do that didn't I? -laughs- Did you see the look on her face? It was like “Oh my god my boyfriend”.
Enforcer: That was a pretty hard drop you gave him.
Justice: I was ready to drop her too but she never came at me when the match was over.
Enforcer: I saw it. But you know what I think?
Justice: What's that babe?
Enforcer: I think you should be getting some sleep right about now.
Justice: I mean as long as you don't snore all night then yeah maybe I could.
Enforcer: Oh that's messed up. I don't snore.
Justice: No you just do other things. -winks- I'll go to bed in a few minutes. I have to finish picking your mess up.
Enforcer: Oh that's weird. You are cleaning up my mess?
Justice: Shocking isn't it! Go on. I promise I'll be up in a few minutes. I've got some things I want to do.
She waited until he was out of sight then took her phone out. Turning on her live stream she would stare into the camera on her phone waving as she saw numbers showing up for the people getting on to watch her.
Justice: Hey guys! Thanks for coming to my stream to hang out with me for a bit. I'm sure you are wondering why I am doing a live so late at night which technically it is morning now. As you all know I have been doing some pretty questionable things not to mention saying some pretty questionable things off and on social media lately. You see the reason that I was doing and saying these things is because they were a cry for help. I was being stalked online by an old boyfriend and I didn't know how to handle it. I've lashed out at the fans, my boss, and I am sure that at times I have lashed out at those who I work with in GCWA. I went from facing people like James Raven...who is hella taller than I am...to facing people like Aaron. I mean two weeks ago I dropped Aaron right in front of his precious Memphis. I didn't even bat an eye when I did it. All I could see and feel was this built up anger because I was turning into a shell of myself. I started shutting people out, I wasn't eating properly, and I have not been able to sleep. Having said that I have a question for all of you right now? Do you know what it feels like to be putting out calls for help and no one realizing what they were? Not one person took a moment to reach out to me to see if I was alright. Well I take that back. One person did and he just happens to be my husband. But other than him no one else has. Those cries of help were the reasons that I have been the laughing stock of GCWA.
She would take a deep breath then look back into the camera.
Justice: When I say that I am the laughing stock of GCWA it is not meant literally. Although I am sure that some of them think I shouldn't be there or that I am still only there since my husband Enforcer was. When we showed up together it was to work together as a tag team but what happened? I cost us match after match and then when he went out on his own I have cost him match after match. Do you know what it feels like to let your husband down by costing him a match? He tells you it is fine but deep down you know it's not fine. You know he resents you for costing him that match or any match for that matter. But that's work and we have this rule...never bring work home. Oh and then I began to lose match after match of mine. I began to have doubts about how good I was. I mean between that and my being stalked and harassed online it made me realize that deep down and I mean way deep down no one in GCWA wanted to or wants to face me in matches. They don't think about what others are going through. I mean how hard would it be for one of them to pick up the damn phone and say “You good Just?”. I've talked about how I could end up just walking away from GCWA and end up on someone else's show and then when I went to my therapist two weeks ago I made the statement that perhaps I would just leave GCWA all together if I didn't get what I wanted. But that night I realized that my actions were what was causing my career to go down the drain. I realized that I needed to pull myself back together and deal with this issue once and for all. So I did.
Closes her eyes then opens them before taking another breath.
Justice: Two weeks ago I made the statement that no one would be able to hold me responsible for my actions and that I would quit GCWA. Well...I'm still here! I haven't quit yet and I don't plan on it. You see I can't quit because sooner or later I will get what it is that I want. I want to be golden. I need to be golden. No...I have to be golden! And sooner or later people will realize how serious I am about this now that my issue has been taken care of. So Matt Damon...you can bring Ben Affleck to the ring with you if you want. But I can assure you that your going to be knocked back into Good Will Hunting time. -pauses reading the screen again- Ginger Snap I don't understand you. Type it again! -watches the screen- I'm not facing Matt Damon? Well who am I facing then? -reads what the fans are saying in their comments- Mailer Daemon? If you didn't just hear me I said I am facing Mailer Daemon. Let's be honest here because no one uses the name Mailer Daemon in this business. And it honestly just proves my point exactly when I say they think I'm a joke here in GCWA. I'm the first lady of GCWA and I need to be treated better or used better. But it is what it is and no matter how hard I try I'll always fail because that's what they want me to do. I'm going to need to sleep on this to think about it. But before I go I want to say something to all of you. Listen. Every one of us needs to just take things one day at a time right now. The world and our country has kind of been crazy for the past year. It is our new norm and if we just take things one day at a time then we will all be alright. Be kind to one another.
Waving goodbye she would blow a kiss to her fans that were watching then shut the live stream off. She put her phone back in her pocket then finished cleaning up the little bit of a mess that was made in the living room. She made her way to the master bedroom where the scene faded to black as she walked into the darkness.